.::: [ AL xapprove ] :::.

shut!!
u noe wat,masa i ade chat wif HC thru gmail,then u noe what,mmg a big suprise taw from him.

" him : dear, AL b x approve on the 29th,abes mcmana
me : what? x approve [ i am seriously shocked taw,da nanges pun]
him : but,they gave me AL from 1-8 th of May
me : owh... "

[i feel so frustrated sbb kn i da berangan2 tinggi konon2 on my bday nk ader kat langkawi da]

tp, to think positively,its is better dr xapprove twos kn?
so i berserah ajerlar..asalkan i still haf the time wif him,and he willingly nak celebrate it wif me.
its ok laa...i pun mls pikir,and i continue lar menchari dan menchari tempat2 dan activity yg menarek for us there.



p/s: to catch bout me and Mr.HC in details,u cn hv a look at

me: www.myspace.com/nana2904
HC: www.myspace.com/corupted87

if u wanna be friend wif us,just add us as ur frens..ok?

to b updated from time to time


muackkkkss,
[L][O][V][E]

.::: [ 10 more days agi ] :::.

smlm sampai kul 4 pagi sms ngn HC..like i said,he's a busy man.tambahan pulak,now he just joined one clan..but its ok,maybe die boring kowt da jaoh2..so,i take d advantage la,suh die teman i smpai nearly 4a.m.. [he never complained at all,tho he haf to wake up at 7 for the comp]..

spt biasa laa,i maseh lagi mengingatkan die tentang planning bday vacation utk i..tp kali ni die xmembantah,tp die siap ckp

"yer,sy pun da xsabar nak gi vacation tu "

it was a gud sign i think.Dun u feel that? anyway,thanx bb..kamu sungguh baik ati..

one of his fwen plak ajak g bali..mcm best.. [ayu! u made my head split into two.tataw nk choose mana satu] its going to b her bday too..gap dalam 7hari je.. [izzit correct ayu?]
by the way, i decide to go to langkawi first [its a must] then balik,twos lepak kl utk celebration ngn ayu [ it must be so happening kan?]

ni pun masalah gak..xtaw nak plan wat kat ner..
tp mcm nak g genting ajer..mesti best kn? [plss bb,nk g genting plak]
im not demanding.. im just requesting,its either can be accepted or declined.

tp ape2 pun,i harap yg langkawi ni berjalan dgn lancar first,then only i can think about sumthing else..da berangan2 da..sbb what i get from the internet,the hotel yg bakal didiami tu the swimming pool is like 200metres long.. that must be so interesting...

ape2 pun i'll catch wif u all guys later k?




muaacckks....
[L][O][V][E]

[ want to know us ]

who am i?
sape HC?
im revealing now....


hehehe =D

[ Kenapa?? Why?? ]

• low self esteem
• everything seems undone
• am i needed

[those 3 silly feelings keep circulating in my mind]

kdg2 i feels like myself ni selalu emotionally down.i dunno why.dis silly feelings ni laa yg wat end up dgn arguments,disagreements and some quarells between me ngn Mr.HC [on which sebenarnye benda2 bodoh jewr] kenape eyh? mayb i need guidance from sumone yg very familiar with this kind of person mcm i.

i am one of a kind yg sgt need attention when im alone.[ dis due to i am jobless kot,Mr.HC bz ngn keje,so sumtymes i feel neglected ]. i know it seems unfair kan kalo i ckp yg i've been neglected.sbbnye HC bkn sgj jer.He's bz working.[even i da taw his job scope pun kdg2 im confused np i still have those feelings]

kdg2 i jeles gak ngn mereka;

• ms.jibbitz and its newborn kids
• mr.cwocks
• ms.ayumi hamasaki

they are 24/7 dgn HC.huhuhu..kalo ckp kat HC,die akn ckp kat i;

"awkkk,jibbitz ngn cwocks tu kn hamster ajer,and ayumi hamasaki tu kn hanya motor ajer.xkan itu pun nk jeles??"

sedeyh kan...smpai i da tahap mcm tu taw..pdhal he did not left me deliberately.. this thing pun kdg2 jd punca perselisehan paham.

[but thank Allah cuz HC never seems to get bored dgn perangai mereng i neh,"thanx bb.=D"]

[ birthday prressie vacation ]

yup!
in 10 days time,its going to be my 22nd bday [im one year older...sigh]

d best part is,
my Mr.HC had already told me his intention to bring me to one of the islands in malaysia
[ it is not determined yet ]

what came across to our mind is either;

-langkawi
-redang [ this island mcm xjadi jer sbb jaoh sgt kot ]

we are more to langkawi kot.

mcm Mr.HC pun prone to langkawi [nk borong rokok katenye...menchi dgr ]
ari2 kitorg plan ape yg nk kena prepare.

such as ;

-accomodations
-date
-transportation

[to be frank, i cant wait for the days]

ari2 im counting days and ckp benda yg sama dkt Mr.HC,but he kept saying this

"syggg,sbr eyh,kite tunggu b nye AL dulu k.Xmo rush2 k?"

even zillion times being told of this,tp i still keep reminding him on this smpai sumtymes he gets pissed off dgn myself.da kena marah,i diam kejap,then bile die blik keje,i akan ckp lg benda yg sama............without fail... =D

.:: [ d intro ] ::.

actually i cudnt think of a title.
basically dis post is mainly about

me ,
and my Mr.HC..

its all started when we are working in d same place.
there is so many ups and downs...
months suffering,but it tends to nourish and flourish day to day..

::: sangat2 happy taw :::


finally,
we manage to be together as 'one'
with all of His blessing, it happens..

we are so happy together
even ari2 ade quarell..
it turns tu sessi pujok2 yg sgt cute.. [HC yg kuwat majok]

;;;;;;;;;; i think it is enuff for our brief intro ;;;;;;;;;;;;;

[ Faizal Tahir da appear dekat TV ]

as mentioned in d above title,
Yes! my Faizal Tahir da appear da dkt TV

die da x di-banned lagi.
4sure kowg taw y kan?
alaa,padahal bukak baju jewr..
abesy yg pompuan2 yg bukak2 dada tu xkena pun..

terok kan?

i did record the show.
lagu "kerna kamu", but ade prob laa..xleyh upload..

if possible,i'll post it here aite?
[actually the record is for my Mr.HC,die keje,so i dun want him to miss it ]

konon romantic =p

lalalalalalalaaaaaa....

.:: but,u noe what,die sendiri pun xtgk lg even da diberitau ::.