[ Kenapa?? Why?? ]

• low self esteem
• everything seems undone
• am i needed

[those 3 silly feelings keep circulating in my mind]

kdg2 i feels like myself ni selalu emotionally down.i dunno why.dis silly feelings ni laa yg wat end up dgn arguments,disagreements and some quarells between me ngn Mr.HC [on which sebenarnye benda2 bodoh jewr] kenape eyh? mayb i need guidance from sumone yg very familiar with this kind of person mcm i.

i am one of a kind yg sgt need attention when im alone.[ dis due to i am jobless kot,Mr.HC bz ngn keje,so sumtymes i feel neglected ]. i know it seems unfair kan kalo i ckp yg i've been neglected.sbbnye HC bkn sgj jer.He's bz working.[even i da taw his job scope pun kdg2 im confused np i still have those feelings]

kdg2 i jeles gak ngn mereka;

• ms.jibbitz and its newborn kids
• mr.cwocks
• ms.ayumi hamasaki

they are 24/7 dgn HC.huhuhu..kalo ckp kat HC,die akn ckp kat i;

"awkkk,jibbitz ngn cwocks tu kn hamster ajer,and ayumi hamasaki tu kn hanya motor ajer.xkan itu pun nk jeles??"

sedeyh kan...smpai i da tahap mcm tu taw..pdhal he did not left me deliberately.. this thing pun kdg2 jd punca perselisehan paham.

[but thank Allah cuz HC never seems to get bored dgn perangai mereng i neh,"thanx bb.=D"]

.:: yah! im doing d updates now ::.

d' introduction of 'kami'

me ,
HC [bkn nama sebenar] ,

dis blog and blogs to come most of it mmg will sumthing to do wif us



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[L.O.V.E ]

:::. dis is a nuw blog .:: what happened to d previous one? .::. No idea! .::

d' kickstart

1stly,
basically i got no idea on my previous blog.
in fact, i couldn't access to it at all.
dats d reason y sumtymes HC called me "lampi" a.k.a "lambat pick-up".
or in other word 'blur'
mmg laa it sumtymes annoyed me,tp i have to admit it. [ i tend to get too slow-mo sumtymes ]

2ndly,
but,i'll try to post all the updates. [ even it'll took me like days n weeks]
unfortunately,the updates is sumtymes backdated punyer .
[ nama pun blog baru ]
i'll make it as interested as i can.
this blog seems to be 'my diary' tho i never haf it at all.
[ i just dun want to b like ketinggalan zaman ]

3rdly,
i'll update u guys wif d updates of my nothing-to-do activities.
[most of it mmg dgn HC la ]


to b updated