[ yes,shorty! its My biRthdaY ]

[while waiting for the time,i sdg mengYM dgn HC mcm biasa.He had been so nice to me..Even the next morning pun die keje pagi,he still tunggu i to celebrate the day tepat at 12.00 a.m.
baik sgt..i felt needed and loved..
YES! he is such a wonderful gift from Allah S.W.T to me..im so blessed with His gift..

For u,My Muhammad Bukhary Rahim, u are wonderful..thanx a lot..

it is 12.00a.m,

"syg,awk da besya." dis what HC said..

then die twos call me.. Guess what,

"happy bday to you,
happy bday tou you,
happy bday to budak demok shaye,
happy bday to you.."

this was sang by HIM... [np?xpecaya?]
Yes by HIM...
dis what makes i love him deeply..
thak god i found him...

i want him..no one else..

he's my life,my laugh and my love
thanx sgt2 far all the time,love and money spent...Tuhan jew yg ley bls..

u r my best bday gift ever..

and to the rest yg wish tu,thanx a lot..


the list yg wish...

- My Baby
- Mummy
- iXuan
- Maknie
- iqyn
- adeQ
- Anzara
- Shera ( u still remember me eyh )
- Jenn ( all d way from Indonesia,she called me)
- Ayu
- Abg Najib
- K.Dayah
- Anyss
- Abby

thanx a lot for the wishes..even mcm xramai yg ingat..even my bro.

maybe im not dat important for them to be remembered..
Whateva!

d most important is i still have my joy wif what i haf now.

[ Mummy's bday celebration- 2nd part ]

like i said,i'll update sumthing on the celebration.. sgt seronok taw, wif part of the family gathered,plus HC was here wif me...in prompt to, sessi mengintroducekan HC dgn other family member..

We arrived at the Medan Ikan Bakar tu,like 10p.m kot...masing2 nyew perot da mcm menyanyi mcm2 lagu taw...lapar gilew..my aunt melarang sorg pun menyentuh ape2 makanan masa kat umah...die takut ade pembaziran makanan nnt...hhehehe...

i didnt manage to snap d pic of the dish sbb mcm da lapa gilew..xingat nak snap2.. Tp before balik,kitorang suh mummy potong kek [ brownies walnut frm secret recipe ]...kitorg nyanyi lagu bday,sampai the whole Medan Ikan BakaQ tu pun nyanyi gak...

interesting sgt.....what makes d makan2 more interesting is,semua makanan kitorg telah dibayar oleh entah sape2 entah....smpai ari ni xde sape yg taw sape yg membayar makanan kitorg..hopefully,halalkan jer eyh...nape laaa xnk bitaw nk blanje...ley order macam2 agy....kan?

hehehehe.....

the feedback yg diterima oleh semua aunty2 i terhadap HC

mak sue & mak cho= "so,confirm la yer kak,hary eyh? "
mak nie = " lemah lembutnyew si Hary tu yer,adik " [dis was told by my sis and she tell me plak
mummy = " kakak,hary tu lembut eyh,gentle jew...budak baek"
An = " best laa lepak ngn hary tuh "

semuanyew feedback yg best....

lepas makan,my uncle bawak kitorg gi Lumut waterfront....my whole family telah memenuhkan padang permainan tu dgn bermain segala permainan yg ade dr Ninish (cuzin yg plg kecik) sampai Uncle Shid ( uncle yg plg tue dlm gathering 2) main see saw laaa...swing laa...best sgt2....

[ happy + penat +sedih = satisfaction ]

this blog was delayed due to my busy-ness with soooo many occassions.

as i said,HC akan pulang ke ipoh kn? die sampai kul 2 p.m on that friday..

yes,he was here [ i emphasized the word "was" ] cuz, he went back already..



sgt bz

sgt penat

sgt exhaustive

and.....

SANGAT HAPPY !!!





we done so many activities,and so many occassion yg terjadi...



An bad mood

mummy majok

my aunt BERPAKAT [versi bb] dgn kami utk menjadikan surprise bday ni utk mummy..

da laa pening xtaw nak beli ape utk mummy...what in our mind is perfume kowt,cuz mummy complain Gucci Envy die hilang..Xtaw laa cane kn.. Finally,we decided to buy "Clinique Happy"..and beli kad yg paling besar yg ade kat Memory Lane tu..

jd kami [ my family ] decided to go to LUMUT utk makan kt sana.. so mcm dlm erti kata lain,sambil2 tu bwk HC makan kt tepi laut... [ happening gilew ]

sgt best..d cute moment is, HC dlm kete byk kali tetido,and he kept questioning me,

"xsampai lg eyh sygg?"

and i replied

"bb,jaoh nyer tempat makan ni dgn umah adelah 100km"... he was like "owh....jauhnyew.."

then die sambung tdo... He's cute,no doubt!!

.......to be continued in the next post................

[ happy bday Mummy and iXuan ]

happy bay to u,
hapy bday to u,
happy bday to mummy and iXuan,
happy bday to u..God bless....

[utk my mom, i da wish masa tepat jam 12.00 sambil masak maggie ruski as per reQuest by her...she said i'm good in inventing the maGgie to b so tasteful (ma,tu compliments ker perli?)]

[and to my cuzz,iXuan,i text him.....but he only managed to reply pagi tadi. (sory Wan,k.nana kan xde profession,lupe lak yg Wan da tdo nk g class pagi neyh]

and my bro Angah lak wat lawak bangang yg paling bangang dlm dunia.Lately die slalu marah2 i sbb bill tepon yg xdisettlekan agy..Pdhal owg laen yg gunew!! sentap!! his text was like

"happy bday kakak,da besa kamu yeh.Smoga Allah panjangkan umor kamu.Tho angah slalu marah2 kamu kebelakangan ni,tp angah syg sgt kat kamu......"

[ at first,mmg laa terharu sket,tp mcm bengong skejap....its not my bday ]

then i reply kat die,

"adeh,wish bday la plak..angah! ni bday Mak laa..bkn bday akak,gilew apew mlm2 buto neyh"

and he replied

"adeh,slh org la plak"

i was like OMG,ape abg aku neh,da kenal aku 22 thn,knal my mom the rest of his life,tp maseh confused dgn bday kami bdua? and i tot he twos wish my mom thru the fon so i biaa jer laa...Then pagi td i citew kt my mom,and my mom check hp,but no sms..tibe2 terkeluar ayat emo

''xde sape pun wish mak nyew bday kan? akak ajew" [ im a gewd daughter laaa Mak,dun u know that,but i think,u realize that!]

mayb my bros xley nak text kowt.Along,hp kena barred (he's my supp).Angah mereng kot,tataw nape die xsms my mom,achik da text mak da..My sis?? a'ah kn...die xwish pown...die mmg kadang2 kurang adb sket..wawawawawa**

anyway,mcm di plan,ari ni HC akn pulang ke cni utk celebr8 my mom's bday.An (my sis bf) pun akn blk juge utk menyemarakkan agy keadaan tu nnt.... [ actually,im focusing on HC yg nak balik..da 2 minggu taw xjmpe..]

xpe,pic utk activity yg di buat,akan diupdate k..

catch u all later...

ONE [L][O][V][E]

[ ade 1 hari ajew lagi ]

friday 25th april 2008
lg 1 hari
hehe..curious?
HC nak balik ipoh..

actually,on the date,it will be my mom's bday...
so,my sis,his bf,me n my shyg,decided to take out my mom..
nk g maen bowling kowt..in fact now, An (my sis bf),HC n my mom da addicted dgn bowling.
So,we decided dat to haf an outing,g main bowling kot.

yg i xsabar is when HC akn balik ke rumah ini..die ade 2 off days,jd i bjaya pujok so that he'll come back and celebrate with us..
HC im glad to hear that bb akan balik.. [happy banget neyh]

xpe b,when u reach here,kite try to arrange sumthing k?
mesti best sgt kn?
sonok nyew..

lalalalalalala.... i can't wait laa..
so many shweet things happened sejak akhir2 neyh.. even physically jaoh, but deep inside, we're getting closer..

thanx to maxis broadband yg jugew diberikan oleyh HC [ heart kamO0 byk,bb ]

to b updated soon... =D

[ jibbits gave birth ]

my phone rang..
i saw [sasuke <3] which means HC laa.
terkejut gak...tibe2 jew die call..
i heard his voice

"syg,jibbits beranak! "
i was like "what?"
smpai my sis,my mom pun terkejut.. [as if ade org beranak kemba sepuloh jew]

mana xterkejut,baru beli anak2 tu 2 hari,bile HC blk keje jew,tetibe da ade 6 ekor..
ripley's believe it or not?
hahahhaa..

mmg blessed gilew rase..
baru je penat perah otak cari nama jibits ngn cwocks,tetibe dapat lg 4..
but HC kata sekor tu mati..

xpelah,mayb da ajal die..
dgn kelahiran tu,i dgn HC makin closer and closer.. [kan bb?]

so,the next day, i pun berhempas pulas baca on how to handle "baby hammy" cuz i want all of them to live..xmo lagi ade yg mati..
i cari nama diorg pun ada masalah...
there's a lot of names taw..
but i decided 1 = mocha..
isn't it cute?
hehehe...

i'll try to update with their pic,cuz i need to resize them first..byk keje..
later k..

anyway,HC syg,we have to buy a new house for the new babies laa....
huhuhu**

[ Congrats!! Faizal Tahir a.k.a BB ]

first appearance after the banned
first award ceremony
he managed to get 2 awards -its amazing rite?
yea...congrats Faizal Tahir
da laa he mentioned his fans jgk.... [ ucapan BB :"thnx to the rockensteiners" ]... terharu la BB.

bg sesiapa yg xmanage to watch his performance of Maha Karya Cinta during the APM 08,
u shuld find it at youtube.com
dia perli diri sendiri which is soooooo cute [the verse : ingatlah pesanan daku,tolong jgn bukak baju]...chomel kn? =D


spt biasa i ade record utk HC,sbb time tu die g beli mamam kowt..tp as usual gak it is so diff to upload..xpe,ade kesempatan nnt i'll upload here k?

nnt ape2 i'll let u guys taw k?

.::: [ AL xapprove ] :::.

shut!!
u noe wat,masa i ade chat wif HC thru gmail,then u noe what,mmg a big suprise taw from him.

" him : dear, AL b x approve on the 29th,abes mcmana
me : what? x approve [ i am seriously shocked taw,da nanges pun]
him : but,they gave me AL from 1-8 th of May
me : owh... "

[i feel so frustrated sbb kn i da berangan2 tinggi konon2 on my bday nk ader kat langkawi da]

tp, to think positively,its is better dr xapprove twos kn?
so i berserah ajerlar..asalkan i still haf the time wif him,and he willingly nak celebrate it wif me.
its ok laa...i pun mls pikir,and i continue lar menchari dan menchari tempat2 dan activity yg menarek for us there.



p/s: to catch bout me and Mr.HC in details,u cn hv a look at

me: www.myspace.com/nana2904
HC: www.myspace.com/corupted87

if u wanna be friend wif us,just add us as ur frens..ok?

to b updated from time to time


muackkkkss,
[L][O][V][E]

.::: [ 10 more days agi ] :::.

smlm sampai kul 4 pagi sms ngn HC..like i said,he's a busy man.tambahan pulak,now he just joined one clan..but its ok,maybe die boring kowt da jaoh2..so,i take d advantage la,suh die teman i smpai nearly 4a.m.. [he never complained at all,tho he haf to wake up at 7 for the comp]..

spt biasa laa,i maseh lagi mengingatkan die tentang planning bday vacation utk i..tp kali ni die xmembantah,tp die siap ckp

"yer,sy pun da xsabar nak gi vacation tu "

it was a gud sign i think.Dun u feel that? anyway,thanx bb..kamu sungguh baik ati..

one of his fwen plak ajak g bali..mcm best.. [ayu! u made my head split into two.tataw nk choose mana satu] its going to b her bday too..gap dalam 7hari je.. [izzit correct ayu?]
by the way, i decide to go to langkawi first [its a must] then balik,twos lepak kl utk celebration ngn ayu [ it must be so happening kan?]

ni pun masalah gak..xtaw nak plan wat kat ner..
tp mcm nak g genting ajer..mesti best kn? [plss bb,nk g genting plak]
im not demanding.. im just requesting,its either can be accepted or declined.

tp ape2 pun,i harap yg langkawi ni berjalan dgn lancar first,then only i can think about sumthing else..da berangan2 da..sbb what i get from the internet,the hotel yg bakal didiami tu the swimming pool is like 200metres long.. that must be so interesting...

ape2 pun i'll catch wif u all guys later k?




muaacckks....
[L][O][V][E]

[ want to know us ]

who am i?
sape HC?
im revealing now....


hehehe =D

[ Kenapa?? Why?? ]

• low self esteem
• everything seems undone
• am i needed

[those 3 silly feelings keep circulating in my mind]

kdg2 i feels like myself ni selalu emotionally down.i dunno why.dis silly feelings ni laa yg wat end up dgn arguments,disagreements and some quarells between me ngn Mr.HC [on which sebenarnye benda2 bodoh jewr] kenape eyh? mayb i need guidance from sumone yg very familiar with this kind of person mcm i.

i am one of a kind yg sgt need attention when im alone.[ dis due to i am jobless kot,Mr.HC bz ngn keje,so sumtymes i feel neglected ]. i know it seems unfair kan kalo i ckp yg i've been neglected.sbbnye HC bkn sgj jer.He's bz working.[even i da taw his job scope pun kdg2 im confused np i still have those feelings]

kdg2 i jeles gak ngn mereka;

• ms.jibbitz and its newborn kids
• mr.cwocks
• ms.ayumi hamasaki

they are 24/7 dgn HC.huhuhu..kalo ckp kat HC,die akn ckp kat i;

"awkkk,jibbitz ngn cwocks tu kn hamster ajer,and ayumi hamasaki tu kn hanya motor ajer.xkan itu pun nk jeles??"

sedeyh kan...smpai i da tahap mcm tu taw..pdhal he did not left me deliberately.. this thing pun kdg2 jd punca perselisehan paham.

[but thank Allah cuz HC never seems to get bored dgn perangai mereng i neh,"thanx bb.=D"]

[ birthday prressie vacation ]

yup!
in 10 days time,its going to be my 22nd bday [im one year older...sigh]

d best part is,
my Mr.HC had already told me his intention to bring me to one of the islands in malaysia
[ it is not determined yet ]

what came across to our mind is either;

-langkawi
-redang [ this island mcm xjadi jer sbb jaoh sgt kot ]

we are more to langkawi kot.

mcm Mr.HC pun prone to langkawi [nk borong rokok katenye...menchi dgr ]
ari2 kitorg plan ape yg nk kena prepare.

such as ;

-accomodations
-date
-transportation

[to be frank, i cant wait for the days]

ari2 im counting days and ckp benda yg sama dkt Mr.HC,but he kept saying this

"syggg,sbr eyh,kite tunggu b nye AL dulu k.Xmo rush2 k?"

even zillion times being told of this,tp i still keep reminding him on this smpai sumtymes he gets pissed off dgn myself.da kena marah,i diam kejap,then bile die blik keje,i akan ckp lg benda yg sama............without fail... =D

.:: [ d intro ] ::.

actually i cudnt think of a title.
basically dis post is mainly about

me ,
and my Mr.HC..

its all started when we are working in d same place.
there is so many ups and downs...
months suffering,but it tends to nourish and flourish day to day..

::: sangat2 happy taw :::


finally,
we manage to be together as 'one'
with all of His blessing, it happens..

we are so happy together
even ari2 ade quarell..
it turns tu sessi pujok2 yg sgt cute.. [HC yg kuwat majok]

;;;;;;;;;; i think it is enuff for our brief intro ;;;;;;;;;;;;;

[ Faizal Tahir da appear dekat TV ]

as mentioned in d above title,
Yes! my Faizal Tahir da appear da dkt TV

die da x di-banned lagi.
4sure kowg taw y kan?
alaa,padahal bukak baju jewr..
abesy yg pompuan2 yg bukak2 dada tu xkena pun..

terok kan?

i did record the show.
lagu "kerna kamu", but ade prob laa..xleyh upload..

if possible,i'll post it here aite?
[actually the record is for my Mr.HC,die keje,so i dun want him to miss it ]

konon romantic =p

lalalalalalalaaaaaa....

.:: but,u noe what,die sendiri pun xtgk lg even da diberitau ::.

.:: yah! im doing d updates now ::.

d' introduction of 'kami'

me ,
HC [bkn nama sebenar] ,

dis blog and blogs to come most of it mmg will sumthing to do wif us



<3
[L.O.V.E ]

:::. dis is a nuw blog .:: what happened to d previous one? .::. No idea! .::

d' kickstart

1stly,
basically i got no idea on my previous blog.
in fact, i couldn't access to it at all.
dats d reason y sumtymes HC called me "lampi" a.k.a "lambat pick-up".
or in other word 'blur'
mmg laa it sumtymes annoyed me,tp i have to admit it. [ i tend to get too slow-mo sumtymes ]

2ndly,
but,i'll try to post all the updates. [ even it'll took me like days n weeks]
unfortunately,the updates is sumtymes backdated punyer .
[ nama pun blog baru ]
i'll make it as interested as i can.
this blog seems to be 'my diary' tho i never haf it at all.
[ i just dun want to b like ketinggalan zaman ]

3rdly,
i'll update u guys wif d updates of my nothing-to-do activities.
[most of it mmg dgn HC la ]


to b updated